I look out the window
and I cannot smile.
Everything is just so
so
bright. Ever since you left
they've kept me in this place.
I imagine a jail
is much like this.
They rarely allow me to
leave this room. It tries so hard
to disguise itself as a homey
relaxed place. But I know
when I look out the window
that this place is nothing
like what I remember.
They say I need all of this medication
because you went away.
They can say
whatever they want to. I know
that you left for your
own reasons. It wasn't really me
necessarily. If it was, I don't mind
that you left
that you are gone.
Wherever you are
do not worry about me.
D
They gave me wings, but for what? To fly in this fabricated world? This world they have created for us?
You are gone, my dear friend. Now I am the only one left, and I can't go away. They said that this would be a haven, that this would save us. They never said they would experiment on us. But they didn't touch you, so I don't hate them. You died yourself, and that's what you wanted, I know.
After they dropped us into this fake land, you didn't want to see me. You said that I was ugly, disfigured. I agree; I am.
They've made this place so deathly romantic to amuse them. Then know you're dead, even though they've never stayed here. They sh
They gave me wings, but for what? To fly in this fabricated world? This world they have created for us?
You are gone, my dear friend. Now I am the only one left, and I can't go away. They said that this would be a haven, that this would save us. They never said they would experiment on us. But they didn't touch you, so I don't hate them. You died yourself, and that's what you wanted, I know.
After they dropped us into this fake land, you didn't want to see me. You said that I was ugly, disfigured. I agree; I am.
They've made this place so deathly romantic to amuse them. Then know you're dead, even though they've never stayed here. They sh
I look out the window
and I cannot smile.
Everything is just so
so
bright. Ever since you left
they've kept me in this place.
I imagine a jail
is much like this.
They rarely allow me to
leave this room. It tries so hard
to disguise itself as a homey
relaxed place. But I know
when I look out the window
that this place is nothing
like what I remember.
They say I need all of this medication
because you went away.
They can say
whatever they want to. I know
that you left for your
own reasons. It wasn't really me
necessarily. If it was, I don't mind
that you left
that you are gone.
Wherever you are
do not worry about me.
D
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Dianae (https://www.deviantart.com/dianae)'s digital painting tutorial is lurve. She actually captured it on film (I guess that's what you'd call it) and has 8 vids on YouTube of her painting it. *__*; I'm in awe.
Link that links to everything: http://dianae.deviantart.com/art/Digital-Painting-Tutorial-74468761
People who say dodge and burn are always bad tools
SprinklyCupcake (https://www.deviantart.com/sprinklycupcake) told me she would spam me if I didn't post something soon. This is just to say that I'm working on something. I swear it'll be done before next Tuesday. |DDDD
Edit 1: ...can I beg off updating until this Friday? Just realized I have to write a sonnet in 3 hours.
Edit 2: http://mothful.deviantart.com/art/Collage-of-Random-76837614
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